I know that I've done something to made you unhappy, and I'm really sorry for it. How do you want me to prove to you that I am really sorry?

I didn't mean to hit your soft spot and stuff. Please, I just don't know how to phrase my sentence and express myself clearly. It's just that, I don't feel good when you say you miss someone else, you get it? And that picture? What do other people think about that post, let alone me? I know that a blog is a place to express your feelings, but different people interpret words differently. All I can do now is just apologise.

And for the 'no training' part, I said, "Maybe there's no training today." looking at how the weather was at that time. I didn't mean to put your hopes up high and burst them. I don't get pleasure from doing such things. I get hurt too.

The change in me 3 months ago was from a broken heart, it would have been a different story all together if I was still in a relationship. I'm am sure of this.

I'm sorry for those hurtful words. I really don't know what can I do to mend things. I'm just sorry. I hope that you could just give me a call or something when you see this.